Fall is Coming...

Abigail Walston

Posted By: Abigail Walston

I'm returning to work as a teacher in September. I'm not a big fan of pumping and my son has rarely used bottles so I know that going back to work is going to be a big adjustment for both of us.

I want to go back to work. I love what I do, and Joshua will benefit from the socialization and curriculum at daycare. That's what I keep telling myself, anyway.

Years ago, when my husband and I started talking about having children, I knew that I loved my job as a teacher and would always want to go back to work. Teachers have the best schedules for raising a family, I reasoned, with vacations and weekends off. We waited to start a family until we had built our home, a home that needs two salaries to pay the mortgage. It wasn't a concern, since I'd always want to work. Besides, we wouldn't have health insurance if it wasn't for my job.

But now that we actually have Joshua, I'm wishing our finances would allow me to stay home with him, at least for a little while longer. Joshua's birth coincided perfectly with summer vacation, allowing me to be home for almost six months with him. Six months is starting to feel like a very short period of time.

I can wish to be a stay at home mother, but I know the reality for my family is that I need to work. And the good thing is that I truly do love my job. It's just that my love for work pales in comparison to my love for my son.

Fortunately, I'm an optimist. When the air starts to get a chill, the leaves begin to change color, Joshua starts going to daycare and I head back to school along with my students, I know I'll be happy to be back at work. I'll miss Joshua and it'll be hard, but I'll still get excited about meeting new students, putting together lessons about sustainability or genetics, and starting seeds in my classroom greenhouse. I'll enjoy the lunchtime conversations with colleagues about the latest scientific discovery or education controversy, and I'll get to actually eat my lunch. Fall is an exciting time on our farm, too, with pumpkins, apple picking and hayrides, and I'm excited to share all of that with Joshua on the weekends.

Although Joshua and I will be separated from 7:00 am until around 3:00 pm, we'll still be connected through breastfeeding. Joshua will drink my expressed breast milk while he's in daycare, and I'll express milk for him while I'm at work. My time pumping milk will be a time to forget about work, look at a picture of Joshua and focus on him. When I pick him up from daycare, I'll see his big smile and nurse him. The stress of my day at work will melt away, and we'll bond as mother and child. We'll go home to play with Daddy, eat supper as a family, take a bath, read books, and then Joshua will nurse to sleep in the big bed. We'll be just as attached to each as we are now, thanks to breastfeeding.

10:10am on Wednesday September 15
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Amber
12:25am on Monday September 20

I was a working mother for 2 1/2 years after my daughter was born. And I can tell you that no matter what, you're always the mama. Breastfeeding is a great way to maintain that, but even after it ends, it won't change. You've built a strong attachment in Joshua's early months, and that will hold you in good stead.

Dawn
12:08am on Monday September 20

Good for you, for keeping such an optimistic outlook. It can be psychologically overwhelming to go back to work, but a good attitude will definitely help. I think you've already started back? So I'm hoping it's going well. I pumped for over a year for both of my babies, and while I can say I was sad for our breastfeeding relationship to end (their choice, not mine), I was not sad to stop pumping. It was a LOT of work and took a LOT of committment. Fortunately I'm pretty stubborn and not embarassed easily (or just refused to be in this case). Good luck!

Lisa @Retro Housewife Goes Green
5:41pm on Sunday September 19

I'm glad you got the time you did and that you love your job! Teacher schedules are nice!

Jena
1:02pm on Sunday September 19

I love your positive attitude. Your students and colleagues are lucky for the time they get with you. It's great that you can find that balance, way to go!

Ruth
7:13am on Friday September 17

You are SO lucky to have had 6 months with Joshua before returning to work.

As much as you love your work, I just love the words you used to show your new priorities: "My love for work pales in comparison to my love for my son." I would hope all parents agree with that!

How wonderful that you can keep your close mother/baby connection through breastfeeding and you have everything so well planned out, I'm sure it will work!

Liz
11:29am on Thursday September 16

Great post Abbie, you are absolutely staying connected while working! Happy 6 months to Joshua, and congrats on nursing exclusively for that time, what an accomplishment!

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